The moment I stopped doing this, everything changed…

The moment I stop fighting with life and start actually listening to the messages that are trying to be revealed… everything starts to shift.

When I am in resistance to life… "why is this happening to me, why can't I catch a break, why is it like this"… that's victimhood. It's exhausting and it keeps me stuck.

When something feels hard or heavy or like it won't let up, that's not punishment -  it's a mirror… it's showing me something about my internal world that is ready to be seen and worked through.

I truly believe that everything in my life is happening for me. Everything is here for my greatest good and for my own expansion. I believe it's all happening for me to reveal more light and magic in my life and to help me build my capacity to HOLD more.

To be able to hold more I need to go through the hardships and challenges to build my vessel/soul/nervous system to be able to receive it and actually hold it. It is the lessons along the way that allow this growth to take place.

So instead of fighting it, I try my best to get curious…

Why is this in my movie?

What is this trying to show me?

What am I not seeing?

When I stop resisting and start taking responsibility, something energetically shifts. I am no longer at war with my own life. From this place, change becomes possible. The real, true, magical change that actually lasts - that allows me to come closer and closer to the light and magic that exists within me.

Big Love, Nic xx