What I do when things don’t go my way…
You know the saying… life happens for you, not to you.
It's one thing to say it. It's an ENTIERLY other thing to actually show up that way when things don't work out in your favour. That's where the real training begins. That's where we actually have to lean all the way in, if we want to create change and live by it.
Yesterday I went on a little adventure. There was a windsurfing place right by the boat here, there was signs up so I excitngly went up and I asked if I could rent a board and got a no…they don't start with windsuring until end of May. Ok, no worries.
So instead of giving up there, I researched, found another place down the coast, grabbed mum's bike and thought I'd just cruise down the esplanade to get there. Was about a 30min bike ride.
I got my backpack ready with all my things and started riding and realised I wasn't allowed to cycle on the esplanade… so I moved to the main road. Lots of traffic, I was not very comfortable on the bike, spanish drivers doing their thing… I kept going for a bit but eventually I chose to turn around.
The wind was perfect & I was soooo excited.
Cycling home I had two options:
Ugh, that's so annoying. Why don't things ever work out. Why does it have to be so hard. This is so shit. Let it ruin the rest of my day.
Feel the feels but then have certainty I wasn't meant to get there today. Say, Thank you Creator, change my state to trust and move on.
I chose number 2.
I talked to myself the whole way home, out loud. Probably looked completely weird - but the best part of being overseas is I'm never seeing these people again, so I got to practice not caring what people think at the same time. Two for one.
I leant ALL the way in to the Kabbalah teaching of: Thank you, what a pleasure. Thank you. I am whole. I have certainty in you the Creator.
I turned the disappointment into gratitude through alot of effort, it didn’t come easy (this is the training ground!!)
I didn't get to windsurf & I wasn't meant to. Something greater was in place.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
Big Love,
Nicole x
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